dissipate.

steep.

2006-12-08T07:06:41Z

hey girl you better watch out
it's a pretty steep fall from where you are
you better be careful i don't want you to wreck
i know he's everything you could ever hope for
but darlin i don't think he'll ever leave her
& you're so high up there you're staring down
girl it's so far & you're pretty face it has no room
for those scars that come with that fall.

shell.

2006-12-08T07:01:44Z

& all i've got is this hard empty shell of where my heart used to be. shit.

weave.

2006-12-08T06:54:09Z

weaving in & out of all these spaces oh yes you are
this thread you're pulling through tighter & tighter
around my heart oh i don't think it can take it.
oh & i feel the pieces hitting the ground
perfect formation of shattered glass
yeah that's my heart in pieces
tangled with that thread of yours.

alternate.

2006-12-08T06:33:51Z

you're choosing this alternatate way of us being, instead of together you're choosing apart. & it's hard baby cuz i don't need you but i can't help wanting you. it's sleeping at night without you next to me, it's the buzz of my phone & how it doesn't say you. but then oh it does & it drives me crazy how your eyes are always on me i look at you i look away & i look back & oh you never turned away. alternate alternate hey i'm done with this let's go back to how it was.

sinner.

2006-11-14T07:45:42Z

you say that i'm just another sinner
well boy here i am on my knees
i know i shouldve i'm sorry i didn't
i can't help but stare up at you
you know i'm begging darling please.

flame.

2006-11-14T07:43:24Z

& i guess i didn't see you see that flame in my eyes
the one that you locked onto & memorized
yeah i guess you didn't see me see your gaze
no i will never forget that look on your face.

deeper.

2006-11-14T07:40:36Z

& the deeper you make your way in
& the rhythm of our bodies amplify
& we're getting so close
yeah we're getting so close
& oh it's coming it's coming in waves
but wait boy, yeah this is goona be okay.

heal.

2006-11-14T07:30:22Z

i would make a move, take a step to try & heal this heart but every time i go to find it all i find is that it's missing. yeah it's not here & i don't know how to love when i'm missing that thing that everyone always talks about always writes about & sings about & i always know what they mean i know i've felt it too but it just feels like i'm missin it now & i don't know where it went i don't think i gave it to him maybe he stole it yeah & then he smashed it & i think i picked up a couple of the pieces but it still seems like it's all missing & i don't know how to fix it.

i.want.it.for.you.

dissipate @ 2010-10-10T23:59:00

2003-03-08T22:12:19Z

tell me of a small joy
that you've experienced.